I'm here for support
Drinking alcohol gives me problems and makes me sick but I continue to drink. Last night I drank 10 beers, blacked out, and called into work sick today. I'm very depressed and full of shame. I've known I've had drinking problems ever since I started, 18 years ago. I've gone a few months here and there without drinking but not more than a year. I binge drink almost always to the point of blacking out. I don't know why I do this?
I'm running out of options. I've drank very heavily especially in the last month. What does it take to be sober and remain that way? Please help. Thank you for being part of this wonderful community.