Hello
I'm new too, I'm in my early 30s, I'm trying to bite the bullet because I know it only gets worse! I have been sober through a couple pregnancies with no issue but I hear you, once you start again it's like you go right back to where you were. It's so hard to stay committed and alcohol is so over abundant and accepted. Anyway, welcome, it's good to read other posts that you can relate to so well.