HI Sao~ It's o.k. to feel gloomy. And that pesky AV... wish it didn't exist.
Reached 60 day mark today. My major goal is 90 days so I can assess my situation. If I can make it 90 days then I can really make that long term permanent decision that it's just not an option to drink again. Just giving myself a short term goal like that at first to make it realistic for me. Haven't make it to 60 days in a long time.
Sunday afternoon to celebrate my nephews 20th birthday. Have to be around active drinking family members. I'm bringing the cake and ribs so I have to go. Will just eat and run as soon as I can.