Originally Posted by
DiscoNova 
Bit of a twist... she dumped me last night.
I'm devastated.
This experience has made me hate alcohol.
very understandable.
it may be hard to understand now, but hopefully you will get to a point you can understand she did you a favor-she tossed you a life jacked on a sinking ship.
now you can focus of you- time for you to fix you;time to learn how to love yourself.
lots of great support and advise on how to do that here from people that have been in your shoes, which i suggest heading over to the friends and family of alcoholics forum and do some reading. theres some great stickies at the top of that forum,too.