Unsteady?
Hey- I'm a newcomer and found SR looking for an AA meeting online last week. I was amazed at what I'd found being as I have been in deep denial at what had been a rather funtioning routine with my drinking. I had a major slip over a week ago which took me completely by surprise. It shook me in a way I had not experienced in a very very long time. I thought I finally had a grip and was managing my intake of alcohol and could actually pull off being a "social" drinker. I realize I was wrong. Since last week, I have had about 6 beers which is a huge improvement for me. My goal is to not drink period. I'm having a hard time though and think about it non-stop. I've read many threads and it has been a blessing to read your situations and experiences. I am truly grateful to all of you and SR! Thank you!