Originally Posted by Obladi

D122y,

If I were in your position now, I would have kept right on drinking because my beast (addiction) would've known I blew it and It would've jumped right in and taken control.

Your beast was using its addictive voice to provide rationalizations and explanations and back doors and alleys. YOU overcame all of that in very short order. Clearly, the past 2+ years have helped to strengthen your integrity with regard to drinking. You have every reason to take pride in that. It's understandable that you might be disappointed for a time, but I hope you gain a sense of relief and satisfaction from righting your course.

O