The pressure to feel or appear normal.
I did this when I was three years sober when I was forty. I was at a wedding of a very important client to me at the time. The champagne glasses were filled and I did not want to draw attention to myself by not having a drink. So I took that drink. that was 23 years ago and I have never gotten back to 3 years sober since. Oh how I wish I knew then what I know now.
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