Yeah, I'm not in AA either, but there is no way in heck I'm allowing any reason to have any.
I was sober for 18 years and that's partly how I got started again. Peers and "just one" and saying I'd never do it to get drunk again. Then it was more frequent and took less convincing and before I knew it seven years had gone by and I was full-blown addicted again.
I hope you will be smarter than I was.
I'll never do that again. Not. One. Drink.