Originally Posted by
thomas11 
You bring up an interesting point, and I think its amazing that you could deduce that reasoning about me simply via a message board. You are correct, I want to be a responsible sober adult, but when I listen to music it takes me back 25 years when my life was like living in a bad movie. Did some crazy crazy things.
I'm no psychologist but I learned a lot about myself
but it does occur to me maybe you're missing or pining for the carefree freedom you had back then and/or the excitement.
It may even go to the heart of how you define yourself.
If you can work out what you're missing - and work out whether its real or just rose coloured nostalgia - you can go a long way to healing that inner void
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