Got nothing in my tank
Just finished my skype session, had a big panic attack before it!
He says I can use mind over matter to beat this, change my reaction to the thoughts etc
I knew it came down that, it comes down to CHOICE!
I've got nothing left inside me to willfully choose not to be in terror of these thoughts and PLEASE don't tell me different!
I feel done I really do. Just wanna lay down and leave, can't do it!
Not goona actually top myself whilst online or any of that stuff so no need for the "talk" or anything
Just wanna let it out how im feeling and where I am in life!