Some really great advice here Mumyto2.
I don't think it's ever too late to change, and it's definitely never too late to get into recovery
Many of us stumbled a time or two - but you can get up dust yourself off and get back on the right road - maybe it's worth adding a few things to what you do for your recovery , like making a recovery plan this time?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...very-plan.html
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