Mummyto2, In my first despairing days you reached out to me and the impact of your kind words and the help & support of all who reached out with advice , encouragement and hope have truly pushed me to be where I am now. This is where you can be again too. Listen to those much wiser than me. It is never too late, you can do this. Be a little kinder to yourself, dust yourself down and start again. I know how you're feeling I've been there,it will get better. Take care, Sweepeacan
