I was exactly where you were recently. Months of sobriety. Picked up a glass of champagne at an airport. Didn't stop drinking for seven days. Ended up with bad withdrawals. What distinguishes many of us is the inability to stop once we start. But we can also all stop and try to make another fresh start. Take care of yourself. Be kind to yourself. I think pigeon holing may sometimes be unhelpful. There are so many phrases (in recovery, recovered, one day at a time, a sober life). Sometimes nothing fits precisely. You did well for long. I hope you can start again and wish you all the best.