Seeetichick--
5 days is pretty good. No, it's great. Plainly you are not ata point where many of us have been: acute physical withdrawals. Shaking at 7:30 am, pounding wine just to make it through the morning. That has been a lot of us. It was me 8 months ago. I have relapsed numerous times, and am about to go into outpatient rehab. But thankfully can quit without going into acute withdrawal.
You really are at a critical point. Get out now before this thing gets much, much worse. You do not want to go there. It is not worth it.