Good move, sweeti. You deserve so much more than what's in a bottle of wine. You did 5 days before, you can do it again and more. Give yourself a chance at a new, better, deeper life for yourself. (If nothing else think of the money you'll save and can use to do something healthy and good and lasting for yourself!)
There is always hope, always a better day, always the sun coming up tomorrow. You can do it. We are so glad you came to talk to us here. We understand and are pulling for you.