21 hours update:
withdrawals are here, matter fact they were here 5 hours after i relapsed but said no more, i love my girlfriend and my family and hate to see them hurt because of my choices. Today i show these withdrawals who the boss really is. im almost done with day one and didnt get any sleep and just a lot of backache and jitters and restless but me and my girlfriend are going to the mall because the more i sit in bed or at home it makes me even more depressed and worse