TGIF! While walking the dogs this morning I looked at my husbands happy face and had a glimmer of an urge, just thought how much fun we have had partien... Quickly came back to reality... still feel that anxiety in my chest and this is where I get caught up in the obsession of drinking thinking... Totally catches me off guard and then it's all I can think about. But I'm half way to my 90 day goal... This is usually when I fall off the ole' wagon. However, things are going really well with productivity related to our business. Things just feel right in the universe... That's why I get so frustrated when the drinking thoughts surface. F*$# that... I must carry on. Meanwhile, I've got my Rocky Horror Music Station on gearing up for tonight's midnight showing.