Brit,
I'm well over 2 years sober. Not 2 years clean though.
I had a dbl shot of wisky about 16 months ago to defeat Montezuma s revenge. I have gargled a few times w alcohol based mouthwash. I have also used nyquil a few times....
I have not been drunk though since my sober day.
Anyway...I feel normal, but normal feels abnormal.
I still feel a little better everyday.
To get here it took me 26 months.
I was heavily medicating for at least 30 years....off and on.
The deal for me now is anxiety. But, I exercise 4 to 6 times a week.
It has made all the difference.
Normal is interesting. The confidence I feel is amazing.
Thanks.