Sugar, I'm so glad you're back, girl! We've all missed you. It just ain't the same without you. Just try to believe we love ya and care about ya and never forget ya, no matter what? Assuming people won't like you? Why the heck wouldn't they like you? huh? You're likable. That's the enemy of your soul trying to tell you falsehoods and get you to believe them. Don't listen. Put your fingers in your ears and shake your head from side to side and say lalalalalalalalalalala when the enemy starts in on negative self talk.
Who says you don't matter? Your crazy mother, that's who and she's about the only one.....but from what you've told us about her, she doesn't have her thinking half way straight, so try to tune her out too....and anyone who tries to dictate your life. Your life, your choices, your money to spend how you see fit. Don't let anyone dictate to you.
Repeat after me: "No one tells Sugar what to do!!"
Kay is not the only sponsor in the world. There are other sponsors out there that might be a better fit. No matter what, don't give up. Don't give up. We've all been through a lot have had to deal with nasty people.