I'm not afraid of him, l'm afraid of revisiting everything. Every morning he would be laid out on the floor drunk. My kids had to see this. As simple as it may sound, ending it isn't so easy.
QUOTE=FeelingGreat;6570865]Afraid is not a word that is used in a healthy relationship. Have you considered that it might be time to end it?
I'm not sure from your post whether you're afraid of him? Toxic can cover a big range of behaviour, and if you have any fears for yourself please consider talking to a local domestic violence service.[/QUOTE]