Originally Posted by
Dee74 
Hey Chilled is there a number you can call, people to talk to? Even of its the Samaritans or something?
If you're around 30ish you've already gotten through over a 300 13ths...it might not help with the OCD to know that - but man...you CAN get through this - you've done it before
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I don't wanna call them up Dee im tired of talking to psychotherapists and councilors over the phone, it goes way beyond just the number 13 its spread all over the place, I get scared of EVERYTHING!
And I will NOT live in a mental home at 31 years old no way, I will simply refuse this condition.
I am in a constant state of fear all the time, I feel like im floating outside of my body all the time and the world around me is a dream world and im screaming inside.