Hey tooties, I'm glad you're back. I hope you don't mind me saying but could it be that deep down you're staying sober for your wife and so when you're alone you don't have a reason to stay sober? Think about it... you're worth staying sober for Toot.... give yourself a pad on the back and onward and upwards. You're not that far away from it, it's the next step, isn't it?
Take care
