Possible **TRIGGER WARNING**
I've been sober 8 weeks now and these are the type of ongoing symptoms i have.
I was diagnosed with BPD 2 years ago.
I've had several hospital admissions for suicidal thoughts, self harm/overdoses over 13 years. That's almost half of my life.
I've had years of regular counselling and dabbled in CBT. Plus on 150mg of sertraline and serquel
Bill payments
Hyper period
Depressive period
Anxious
Jumpy
Difficult to prep and cook dinner
Cannot understand tv
Addiction issues
No hobbies or interests
Cant hear certain people when they're talking
E.g. like I'm a zombie and looking through them.
Panic attacks
Sweating!!!!
Digestive issues
Anxiety visiting dr
Poor fashion choices
Encouraged to take medication from apps and alarms.
I can think a bit clearer right now so I'm writing on here because I think I have more or maybe a different mental illness