Welcome to SR smellydrunk. There has already been a lot of good advice and support. My only contribution would be that you will need to take action. talking about getting sober doesn't get us sober. And action takes effort and effort is sometimes no fun. But I assure you its worth it. The shaky hands and jelly legs I'm all too familiar with, its horrible. You never have to go through this again. Wish you the best.