Hi Carlsbrad. Did you decide to go to the meeting?
I'm sorry for the bad news you received - but as you found out, drinking does nothing to help calm us down or ease our pain. You're so right - we do resume where we left off. I was sober 3 yrs. & decided I might try social drinking again. It was terrifying how quickly I sank - and this time it was much worse - I got a dui and almost lost my job, my family, my life. You can get back to where you were - there's no doubt.