In the hospital now
Been here a couple of days.
I (so stupidly)did the home detox so many times in the past. Please please don't try it. I have a lot to handle, but the earth kept rotating and the sun kept rising.
Just to be clear, and NOT to diminish anyones personal experience. I'm not talking about a few days of feeling like crap. I'm talking about vomiting beyond control for 14-20 hours straight. Tremors borderlining convulsions. Blood pressure through the roof. That's just naming the first 40 hours or so.
I came to the hospital this time. Was immediately admitted to ICU. Everyone has been respectful and nice and helpful. They have an addiction specialist coming to talk to me sometime today.
This disease has been the ugliest roller coaster ride for me and I'm ready to get off the ride. If you're in any mood for an eye rolling moment, read my old threads.
Thank you SR!!! For all the continued support.