Originally Posted by Jezzi

I get irrational thoughts too:
Time is constant, never stops and I can't stop it. Every minute that passes is one minute my kids and myself are closer to dying and there's nothing I can do.

I can't make plans with people for anything because that will mean I'll get some sort of sickness that day and can't go. (like i'm cursing myself)

So irrational, but so real in my mind.