Wonderful to meet you, Vinono. I'm glad you're concerned about what alcohol is doing to your health and your life.
I drank 30 yrs. I started out rather slowly, but as you've probably heard - alcoholism is a progressive disease. It began to take more & more to give the same effect. In the end, I was drinking every day, completely dependent on it. When I found SR I was so relieved to find others just like me - we never have to feel alone anymore. Welcome!