Love you Nands. I feel different today, like this week has made me truly understand how slippery the slope back into hell is. One day I am strong, don't even think about drinking them BAM, sprinkle some stress and worry into my life and I jump back into the hole of hell.
Thankfully I haven't done any irreparable damage but I so easily could have.
Anyone entertaining the thought of drinking, don't do it. It ain't worth it and the shame and anxiety that follows is horrid. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.
Thanks to all of you for pulling me out of this funk xx