Normally if I am trying not to drink, I will take benadryl, like 3, with a glass of wine
maggie, take a look at that statement again....do you see the insanity? the warped thinking? not drinking by drinking.....
how about get rid of all the booze and don't drink tonite, period. you have to start somewhere. there is no EASY way to do it. you can't back in to sobriety.
you have small children than need you sober - not knocked out cold. what if something were to happen? what is you were in a state and were not able to respond? if you don't wanna sleep with the old man, make a nest on the couch.