Blp7208

Hi, I'm (we'll say B for now) I'm 31 yrs old, I'm a hard working man and a blessed father. I've been clean for 6 years and I've worked really hard to get my life to a normality and to get healthy in which I've been very successful. I recently had a relapse after so long and overdosed. I was pronounced dead on the scene. I've never experienced an overdose as such back in my day and this has scared the **** out of me plus it has come with some consequences. I have no problem saying no to drugs and staying away from them but apparently something triggered this relapse and I'd like to learn triggers. I've never gone to meetings because I don't want to sit there is listen to people talk about drugs. I'm may be willing now but don't want to go alone.