Originally Posted by
maybemaggie 
I'm sure tons of people come here, post, and disappear, and I hope I don't do that, but if I do, I am sorry. I don't know what to do anymore.
Welcome, maggie
I hope you don't disappear, either.
Look around the site, read some stickies, read some threads (read lots of threads
), post questions, post for support. The wisdom and support on this site is amazing. Really, truly amazing.
We have all been where you are, in one way or another. It can feel like an impossible feat in the beginning. But, there are loads of people on this site alone, that are doing it. And doing it successfully and happily.
It is hard at the beginning, but look at you, here you are doing a hard thing, making your first posts, sharing your story.
Please stick around!