Going thru the same thing!
After 9 days sober I relapsed and drank almost a fifth of vodka. I blacked out. The next morning I found the empty bottle on the table next to a picture of my son. We have to make a choice.
I went to my first meeting the next morning and I'm very glad I did. I was so nervous I was sick but I did it and am not looking back! Good luck! You can do this!!! Just go
