Yet again
Same old story......thought I could moderate my drinking!!!! Shocker...it didn't work!!
Ive gone back to secret drinking...im so so ashamed🙈 hubby found 2 emoty bottles last night & is furious, i really need to get a effin' grip...at this point i have no idea if he's done with me. He's well & truly sick of the lies/false promises....i HAVE TO QUIT DRINKING. Ive continuously tried moderate drinking & it just never happens!!!
I've looked online for some AA meetings..theres 1 at 12, 5 & 8....so I have that option if i pluck up enough courage to go.
I hope its not too late to save my family....im such a selfish a'hole!! Thanks for reading!
Lou