Stewey, what about rehab? It saved my life. Not only did it help me get on the right path to be sober but taking a "time-out" from like to restart myself was amazingly helpful. I resisted, resisted, resisted and was terrified to go but it is the best thing I have ever done. I'd go back in a heartbeat if I needed to. In fact, I once was feeling really low after a short relapse and called and asked my psychologist there if I could come stay for a week or two to "check out of life" for a bit. She said "this is not a hotel, if you really are back at it, of course we will help but you sound ok" It was such a great experience I WANTED to go back.
Give it a try?