Struggling Saturday
Hi all. Today is my 6th day sober. I'm struggling.
My partner, once again, has gone on a tangent. These tangents include leaving and texting me novel-long texts about what I do wrong, what I don't give to him, how I'm slighting him. Ive been home all day alone with my 7 year old.
I'd planned ahead, made a big day out of today so I wouldn't want to drink, but he cancelled the plans at last minute and now I'm stuck here...
My son is leaving in a half hour and I'll be alone without a car. I'm dying for a drink. I'm upset with the stress my partner has caused. The things he's said to me. The way he's judged me. Alone and desperately trying to do something else other than think about vodka.
This is so hard.