Hi Tr,
Just read through your thread and you've received a lot of great advice. Good for you for taking control over the downward spiral you were headed on so quickly. Posting here and going to an AA meeting shows just how serious you are about making a positive change in your life. Your actions, by all means are NOT those of a weak person.
While losing your job (and others) may feel daunting right now, I believe that everything happens for a reason. Make your recovery the most important thing in your life and you will find that you are a lot stronger than you ever thought you were.
Best of luck to you in your recovery!
