Just popped in to say hello and hope all are doing well.
Good to see Sao is keeping the weekender going strong.
A message to newbies... You are in charge of your own destiny. No one can make you drink or use, only you can. So it's up to you and only you to make sure you do not. Whatever that entails, utilize all of the available resources.
I used the weekender to help me get though when I was struggling in the beginning. A simple diversion to get over the cravings. That's all it takes. A simple diversion to change your thinking at that moment does wonders. Go for a walk around the block. Go to a different room in the house. Change the music you are listening to. Anything to break monotony. Boredom and isolation are your enemies. Be creative, just don't stand still and hope it passes - force yourself passed it.