Yeah..Be honest with your Dr.. They're not going to lock you up for having a 'running mind' unless..it's running to some VERY dark places. Which mine has while heavily intoxicated. Not harming other people but, just wanting the 'spinning thoughts' to stop by any means including my own death. To be honest I'm too selfish a person to intentionally kill/harm myself..but, I have thought of death as an 'escape' in the past.That's where my medication/plan comes in. Hang in there! You are very much not alone!