Originally Posted by
Dee74 Hi Jeff - just to clarify - not slapping you around, & not speaking as some paragon of virtue.
I posted because I identify. I get self piteous at times too.
But guys like you and me, we can't stay in an emotional place where we're being consumed by feelings that have no easy resolution.
It wakes up the AV big time.
You've bought this up before, so you obviously feel badly about things you did in your past.
Short of going to your local police station and asking to be put in a cell, maybe there's some volunteer or community work you can do - a kind of living amends?
You deserve peace as much as anyone else here does
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Dee, you don't ever have to clarify your thoughts with me, I know your heart is genuine. Rare trait nowadays.