And,
Sometimes on Friday i get sad because that was a big drinking day for me.
But, now after all this time clean i know it is part of my crave process.
The healing took a long long time for me, it was hell sometimes.
Relapsing always led to massive regret.
Then i would drink again because...i already ruined everything.
My av worked me over for years and years. Now i know better.
I still thank God every night and morning for my sobriety.
Calmly being able to make plans knowing i will be sober so i can handle everything is a gift as well.
Thanks.