Magnum Cat,
So glad you are here. Sorry to not see your response to this post till now!
That's great you are on Day 3! Just keep going, a day at a time. I was able to turn a corner and I know you can too. This is a wonderful place, with all kinds of helpful people.
If you haven't posted an introductory thread yet, that'd be good, so more people can see you and welcome you. If you want to read my story, here it is:
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...rate-stop.html
So glad to meet you and congrats on three days!