Yeah it's really crazy to me how much I've changed. For the longest time, I couldn't fathom my life without drinking, I seriously clung to it, I couldn't imagine my life without it. It was such a part of my identity. And now I couldn't imagine going back to it. It was all a lie, an illusion. Life is way richer and more rewarding as a sober person. I appreciate my many blessings in a whole new way, I used to take it all for granted and never gave it much thought. I feel like finally getting sober is giving me a chance to emotionally mature when I didn't even realize that I needed to or should, ya know what I mean?