4 YEAR Update. Here I am again - Fairly Positive
Hi All,
I found this place 4 years ago, spilled my heart out and got great responses. I was dead serious on quitting...but I didnt. I did manage to meet a great girl, who has a kid, which I love like my own, and that didn't change me either. My drinking, I can't even explain it, but I know you understand. Anyway, it was bad and I was getting back into powder heavy. Anway, I have not had 1 SIP OF BOOZE IS MAY 22. It is not July 11 and I don't even know how i'm doing it.
I think about it every minute but I know for a fact that I want to be free of this demon more than I want to go back. Every day is hard! Every night is hard but every morning is a beautiful thing.
I'm blossoming with positive thoughts and I don't live my life in a bottle anymore. I was a fun drunk, A good "functional" drunk but nobody understands what you put your body through. I simply keep praying for my minds to be transformed so I have strength to fight these demons.