Welcome to SR Lily
You will find a lot of support here so I hope you will stick around and read and contribute.
You had 20 years of recovery so you know a thing or two about staying sober and I m sure your experience will benefit the newcomers.
I sent you a friend request, don't hesitate to PM me if you need support.
Hang in there and don't listen to the naysayers. You can do it and we've got your back