Thank you all for the support!! I totally drank a 6 pack of Summer Shandy last night. BUT that's light compared to my norm. And I told my adult daughter that she can't have it around for my sake. I suspect this might cause problems as I see the same issues developing in her.
Do here I go again with Day 1. I plan on making a quick dinner and then laying down with a book and telling everyone to leave me alone.