Hi Bronzie,
I haven't seen you in a bit, I am glad you are back and posting. I agree with Dee (somehow that always seems to happen.) about not drinking at all. I struggled with sobriety for a while as well, I had more Day Ones than o would like to admit to, and finally I knew that no matter the other supports I had in place I had to completely remove drinking as an option from my life. I have a little over 18 months sober, and I know that I cannot drink. I know that it will lead me back down a path that I do not want to travel again. Those first few weeks are hard, but just like an exercise routine you are building up those sober muscles each day that you do not drink.
I know you can do this, and I know that you want to because you are posting here, and taking other steps to achieve sobriety.
Looking forward to seeing you on here again. You used to check in the 24 hour thread sometimes, join us there again, lots of support and encouragement in that group.
❤️Delilah