I am glad you are posting Soberandhealthy. Why do you think your will is gone? You have mentioned this before about not caring but you do not say why this is so. Even if other people are negative towards you that is no reason to believe them - you are a good person and definitely deserve to get better.
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Soberandhealthy 
Someone said here you Gus can't help me and I agree.
I don't know why I post.
I am sure no-one hear would say a thing like that Sah. You are not beyond help, no-one is.