Hi Bronzie, I haven't seen you in awhile so I'm glad to see you. I'm glad you didn't go on a bender, but we both know we can't drink. It sounds like this was the "first drink" of a potential bender. Get your resolve in place, there is nothing unknown to you to be curious of in drinking......we know what that trap feels like. If you feel vunderable.....be here, remember, just don't get fooled into another day 1. Stay strong!