If you're not going to call anyone or go to the ER my advice now would be to stop drinking and go to bed.
You can think about all the other options (some of which I mentioned before) tomorrow.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ml#post6522711
There's all manner of help and support here SAH- but if the only time you come here is when you're drunk, we can't do much to help you.
If I could do the work and make you sober I would - but it has to be you doing the work, making the changes, and making the different choices.
It really works if you post here regularly when you're sober, as well as when you need help in the times you've been drinking.
What stops you doing that?
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